i joined a Bible study and the first meeting was on wednesday. if i wanst nervous enough, when i got the email giving me the details about the meeting it had those frightful words, "...it would be wonderful if every one brought an appetizer." oh boy. if going to a strangers house, with a bunch of people i have never met doesnt make me scared enough to contemplate taking some xanax, then the only thing to possibly push me over the ledge is having to bring something for all to share. so i spent a few days freaking out and scouring the internet, and my recipie box (which houses about 3 recipies), and came up with nothing. ive discovered appetizers are quite tricky. it had to be something that did not need to be hot/warm while serving, was easy to assemble or i made it beforehand, and lets be real- didnt involve anything too difficult or any type of platter that a real grown up would have. because i am a pretend grown up. i almost went to the grocery store to see if lean cuisine had a appetizer line that perhaps id missed, but then realized the abusrdity of that- it was raining way to hard for the grocery store, ill stick to my in home resources. and then while talking to my mom on the phone, i found a recipie for pumpkin dip. and got so excited because it had some of my favorite foods cheese (cream cheese, not cheddar but i love all cheese) and sugar. whats not to love? and then i was reminded that there is a shortage of pumpkin this year. sweet deal. the Lord must have wanted me at the bible study and sensed my rapidly approaching freak out and provided me with an abundance of pumpkin at the grocery store. and i set to make the dip

as you can see, i have not lost my five year old baking skills that involve splashing the batter all over the countertops.....and sink, and my arms, and the mixer. however when all was said and done i had made this:

no you dont need glasses, the picture is blurry. my camera and i are having issues. but my dip was quite tasty and it was quite the hit at the bible study.